Alright, I've done enough moping around.
It's time I get my life on track. I've had 2 job interviews this week so I am motivated.
time to run, eat, sleep, and do work well.
NEW RULES FOR NEW LIFE
I am not a fan of sleeping. I can always think of a million better things to do, but it's time for change.
2. Cook Well
I'm tired of not being able to make a decent meal. I can't cook, but it's time to learn.
My bum knee has been a pain lately, so running has come to a halt. No marathon this year, but that doesn't mean I can't move. Time to get in shape, no running necessary.
4. Do Work
They say time you've wasted is not wasted time so long as you enjoy it. Well, I need to turn my "wasted" time into school time, and it needs to be done well. No more half-assed work.
5. Be Kind
Conan O'Brien once said, "Nobody in life gets exactly what they thought they were going to get.
But if you work really hard and you're kind, amazing things will happen." and I believe it.
always say thank you, please, you're welcome.
6. Don't Think, Do
I am always so concerned with how people see me. Am I smart enough, pretty enough, skinny enough, fast enough, athletic enough, good enough?
I question myself constantly. I listen to my friends more than my heart. I say "no" far too often.
I let people take advantage of my shyness and I am a push over.
ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH ENOUGH
From here on out, I'm living life for me. Fuck people.
I have a favorite quote by my most admired man, but I never follow it.
But, it's time to start.
Winston Churchill said,
"You have enemies? Good. That means you've stood up for something, sometime in your life."
Time to stick up for myself, my beliefs, and my heart.
new me starts now.