Wednesday, January 4, 2012

I'm Scared.

Alright. I admit it. I'm scared to death about leaving for BG.

There. I said it.

I've been constantly telling everyone how excited I am and happy to leave and move back out and away from my family. All the while, in the back of my mind I keep telling myself how I wont know a soul, classes will be hard, I wont know where anything is, and will fail.

I'm leaving my friends, my family, my city life, and my jobs to get something a lot of people would do anything to get: an education.
I should be so entirely grateful to be getting an education and all I'm doing is crying over how I'll be so alone. I need to buck up and realize that that is NOT what I'm going to school for. I'm going to get an education so I can move on from school, get a job, and continue on with what I hope will be the best years of my life. 

The faster I finish school the faster I can hop on a plane and just go away.

That is what I need to keep telling myself. 

to new beginnings

1 comment:

  1. You can do whatever you put your mind to. I know that's really cheesy but in your case you have a crazy good head on your shoulders so it's extremely applicable